I am sooo in love... <3

I am so in love with my God and all that He has given me.. WOW.. even the little things that would only really matter to me~~ He takes care of:For instance... Today my wee little one had to get circumsized~ With Caleb they took care of that in the hospital and we had this amazing Doc.. Doctor Sovan... who I swear circ'd him in the HALLWAY.. it was so fast and C came back asleep!! it was crazy!! Anywhooo... we went to Sy's first appt and scheduled his Circ~ We requested Dr. S but it would have taken a month to get with him... BOOO.. so we decided to just keep him with his Apopka office pediatrician... So today... i bet you can see what is coming.. :) Dr. Belton (an amazing pediatrician we have been with for 7 + years) and she was out of the office! at first i was like NOOOOO.. i don't want the Nurse practitioner circ-ing him... no offense.. but i was already nervous for him. But guess who walks in~~ DR. S... i was in awe of God's provision!!! Seriously!!!
2nd-ly C's teacher this year... We have prayed that God would give us the right teacher for him while he is in public school... I know God cares about the little things as his teacher this year~~ CHRISTIAN woman... whom i taught her daughter in 4th grade about 8 years ago!!! So amazing... And aubs little preschool is at a church!~~~ WOW..3rdly... i have an amazing Husband who offers to do the 4 am feeding!!!!! and so much more... i have 3 amazing children who are healthy and a pure delight~~~~ i have 2 amazing cell groups that have supported me and fed the entire family during this adjustment to baby time AND super duper friends who are just there for me~~ One being Denise... who knew i cut milk out of my diet and brought me CALCIUM OJ and snacks for midnight time to help me and my feeding time!!! She spoils me... WWOOOOWWW.. How blessed am I~~~ i just get teary eyed thinking of how much i love my life~~ and no.. it is not just sleep deprivation.. the tears may be :) hahaha I love my super fam!!!

WOW...

I have to say :) which annoys the poo out of jim~~ but i would SOOO do this again!! I love being a mom!! The labor was tough during the transition times... but delivery was good~ One push and he was out!! ;) much more to the story of course but.... that will come later!! :) Just a note to say How Much God has blessed me!! I am in such awe of his love for me and protection.. My husband is amazing and blesses me each day with help personally and Well he just loves being a dad and that is hard to find!! Pics are on Facebook.. will come to Fotki soon.. may have a password for awhile.. but just ask :) would love to give it to those who want to see the mass amounts of pics ;) hahahah

Thanks for all who are helping my recovery and plan on ;) feeding us!!LOVE MY LIFE!!! ok.. i am adding one pic

Final Week before a new normal....!!

Went to doctors yesterday and discovered still at 1 cm... which to me is awesome~~ but i guess my cervix is needing a little bit of help :)
So we are heading to hospital on Thursday evening and going to begin the process of induction with some Cervidil... anyone ever had that??? hmmmm.. anyways.. we are planning the baby to be born Thursday night which would be SOOO fast.. but more like Friday morning.. Prayers of course welcome!! (would love it) and hoping for some ability to walk around during induction.. not just sitting there!! Hmmmm

Thanks for checking on us.. more to come soon!! :) lots to do.. house to clean and kids to pack!! :)

update on Baby S

I went to see Doc today :) I love going to see if there is any progress.. as you may know~~ I have never been dialated going into the hospital~~ so i am hoping now that this little guy is head down we will start seeing some progress..
I am still quite posterior but the cervix is soft and MAYBE a 1/2 a centimeter dialated~~ she may have just been being nice!! :)
I am so thankful to God for turning this baby and allowing me to have my own miracle before he was even born!! Now for miracle number 2~~ dialation !~

Thanks for caring and for the prayers..
ALSO.. my amazing sister in law has her final day of chemo today and will now be recooperating 100%... We celebrate her birthday this week and I am honored to have her in my life!!

I have work to do to catch up to the uploading needing to be done on fotki :) but they are coming~~
www.fotki.com/legendofsellers

Keep praying God reveals the correct name for our little Miracle guy!! Thanks... we are honored to be parents again and have the honor of naming him for life!! OIY!!!

.. ok.. so an amazing story in my humble opinion!!

A little bit long~~ but amazing none the less...
Our little baby boy, unfortunately still nameless~ sorry, has been breech for quite awhile. :( little stinker!!! So i started having contractions friday night about every 4 minutes, not painful per se .. just regular for about 2 hours. I did fall asleep and just prayed they would subside :) Which they did. I did not want to call the answering service at 2 a.m :) So Saturday morning i decided to go ahead and call the office (answering system) and just see what i was supposed to look for. YES this is my 3rd baby and i should know~~ but i guess having his foot pushing on my cervix is concerning once dialation starts...
So anywhoooo I get this Dr. i had seen once before named Dr. Breit. He listens and gives me some advice and then asks if they had tried to turn him yet. I said no, one of the other docs had said because of his position my chances were slimmer than average (which the other doc basically said best to just schedule the Csection and go from there as he was so low and foot right in my cervix)... so Dr.B says.. let's get you in on Monday early and set up a version for this week. (~some info on versions) http://www.webmd.com/baby/external-cephalic-version-version-for-breech-position
So jim was up early on Monday and put a call in for us to the Doctors office!! :) They couldn't get me in to the hospital for the version until Wed. but he wanted to go ahead and see me and check my cervix and all that hooplah!! :) so Nana kept the kids... and with advising from one of my BF's Joy~ i brought my packed bags :)

So we get there and Dr.B says.. alright lets see what we have. So I laid down on the table and he started feeling my abdomen right under my left rib and said.. There he is!! There's the head. and he proceeded to comment on how big he felt, how much he liked the position he was in... at this time Jim and Dr.B started talking about HEALTH CARE REFORM!! :) OIY!!! if you know jimbo... par for the course :) hahhahahah :O) So he continues Probing and i begin to think.. ok you have the kids head... why are you still pressing~ because now it is hurting and i am thinking what a little wimp i am :) hahahahahha. So as i focus on not letting out little blurps of OUCH, he decides to check the cervix.. all this has been maybe 2-3 minutes??!! at the most.. long minutes in my opinion. :) hahaha
He says let's get a quick sonogram and we will discuss from there. He tries to do the sonogram himself as he knows we are self pay~ but can't get the machine to work :) Quite humorous... So he leads us down the hall to the sonogram tech and tells us she'll have to do it. We are thinking he wants to get the position of the feet for Wed. version. Jim asks him if there are any risks with versions.. and he says if the baby doesn't like it~~ and doesn't respond well you tend to have to do a Csection~~ then states~~ "although i have never had that happen" I was so taken by his confidence i was at FULL PEACE about doing the version!!
So we get into the sonogram tech.. we waited a couple of minutes.. Doc walked in just as she was putting the wand on my pelvic bone and...
THERE WAS THE HEAD!!!!!!!! He said ok great.. he's head down.. could you check the heart... as i am SCREAMING Praise THE LORD!!! he just has a humble smile... and i was like WHEN DID YOU do that?? HOW did you do that? he replied calmly.. while we were chatting (and i was trying not to yelp)
I was in total AWE!!! He tells me to cancel our scheduled version and csection! :) WHAT???!!!!!!! crazy!!! i was flabbergasted!!! Seriously.. our next 3 weeks of life changed instantly!! I looked at him again... and was like HOW did you do that.. that is amazing!!!
SOOOO needless to say~~ i have a slightly bruised belly, and a head down boy!! WOW!!! God is soooo good and now i can start praying for a dialated cervix.. which has never happened at home before :) !!!! Hhahhaah :)
Thanks soooo much for all the prayers and love!! I am still in awe of my God and the timing and the amazing-ness of Dr. Breit~ a humble Doctor who changed my birth story and saved me some serious money too... http://www.wpobgyn.com/our-doctors.php#s2005020112310357

The baby room is coming along!! :)

Well now that we know baby could be coming soon... If he doesn't flip head down :( soooo....i have decided to finish the baby room.. it is not quite finished but close.. i made my list of final things :) We decided to use the monkey pattern from the bedding to decorate the room~ the green from aubreys room was pretty close to the green, but was off just enough to look.. well odd! So my friend Denise and I decided we should paint the bottom part of the room dark brown to pull the green a little away from the bedding. IT WORKED... it looks so much better now.. then crazy me decided i wanted some kind of stripe!! :) Thanks again to Denise and Jimmy for the lines.. we made stripes... although with such textured walls i had some serious touchup to do!! Thank you to my Cell girlies who bought all the bedding!! I LOVE IT...
As you can see in his closet is my FAVORITE diaper bag ever!! http://www.ju-ju-be.com/packabe.html and the AWESOME toybox from Susan and Carrols' and some awesome clothing that was Calebs and some new ones!! :) Also in there is the AWESOME co-sleeper that my pal Crys B is lending me~~ and her breast pump :) hahahahha You can also see in the closet the AMAZING number of diapers Mema Sellers bought and my favorite pair of shoes for him... LIttle baby crocs!! I love them... We are pretty much set~~ besides a couple small things... and well A NAME for our final Legend of Sellers!! We are excited to meet him!!!